day 26: BREAKUP?

NOT APPLICABLE HAHAHA

Day 25: Heyou, future guy

Dear Future Lover,

Wherever you are right now, I hope you'll find me. I'll be willing to wait for you if I know you'll be nice to me and won't hurt me. See you when I see you :)

Love,
Me

Day 24: Miss, I miss

SLEEP. SERIOUSLY! I miss complete hours of sleep. But I'm enjoying the stuffs I've been doing though they're stressful. It's okay :) HOHOHO

Day 23: Teardrops keep falling on my face

I cry whenever I'm mad, I cry because of Drama movies. HAHA K payn :)

Day 22: COMFORTING STUFFS

Number 1 is food! Whenever I'm stressed, depressed and the like, I eat. Eat anything, healthy foods to junk foods. ANYTHING. I just needed something to chew as if my worries were gone in chewing.

Number 2 is praying. A casual conversation with Him as if He's just beside me. It really makes me better.

Number 3. STARING AT MY HAMSTER. No joke. It's as if I entered his world of no worries.

That's my top three :)

Day 21: Upset the Sunset

I don't know. Maybe I'll consider this one:

It's when a friend loses her time chit-chatting with me just because of  BOYLET or girl (in cases of guys). ESPECIALLY whenever I ask how's she then she'd answer the simplest answer ever, then the conversation would just end there. It WAS not like that before (seems like I'm already sharing a story). And what's more irritating is, when I'm seeing posts of the "guy", oh. Okay? So, it seems like she's having much fun talking with him. No, I'm not jealous with friends having their own love lives. It's just that, having a "love life" shouldn't stop your communication with old friends. I mean, in the end, if they'll end up broken-hearted, to whom they'll run to? Friends whom they ignored while they were in the height of joy. SERIOUSLY, I'd be glad to meet and get to know the target of my friends's eyes because supposedly, those people should be my friend. ARGH. Sorry.

I already said that to her when she had her relationship with her ex. But it seems like, she'd doing it again which is much more upsetting. :l

Day 20: Shattered

Regrets, I hate this word. Everyone does I guess?

So, what is it that I regret? Hmm, it's saying something I shouldn't have.

It's a long, VERY LONG STORY. Besides, it's over then, so I don't want to talk about it. It's just that, the lesson I learned after that is: Don't let your emotions take over you, or else, you might end up saying things you shouldn't, that may affect someone, or relationship or anything.

Where are you?

Dear Focus, 

Where are you when I needed you the most? I'm kinda busy lately, no, really busy. And I'll be very busy this month. I really need you at times like this, but where have you gone? Are you not interested in helping me with my stuffs? What is it that you need just for you to go back in my loving arms?

Where are you? Are you looking for an inspiration for me? I'd be glad to meet him, but, please not now. Don't waste your time looking for my prince charming who's nowhere to be found because I'm wasting mine. Please be back. Please. I'M BEGGING YOU! :/

Love,

Jhabhabz

Day 19: A place for peace

When I was in elementary, everytime I was asked about my favorite place (one of the famous questions in slumbooks) i always answer HOME. Because at home, I can watch television, and play with my neighbors the whole afternoon.

When I got into High School, it was not asked frequently then, but my heart always wanted to stay in SCHOOL. Not because I hate our home, but because, in school, I have friends to chat the whole afternoon, with unending laughters, and food tripping.

When I entered college, I'd now say both HOME and SCHOOL. There may be a lot of paper works in school, but my friends are there, not to feel how difficult a task may be; while our home is there whenever I needed a place to relax after a tiring day, and food galore without paying too much. So, that's my favorite places :)

Day 18: MemO the Memory

My favorite memory? I got lots of them, but I'll pick this one.

When I was nursery, my school was just a 10-minute walk from our house. My parents or our "kasambahay" will bring me to school then fetch me after.

One afternoon, my friend (or should I say classmate?) asked me "Hindi ka pa uuwi? tara, uwi na tayo." I told her that I'll be waiting for my "sundo" but she kept on insisting. When we started walking, I just realized, she's a street away from our school when she bid goodbye the very first corner we passed by.

Out of the blue, I continued walking towards home, then ran into our "kasambahay" or my mom? I can't remember. Then when I got home. I was scolded, REALLY SCOLDED because I was not supposed to walk home alone by that age.

So, that was my adventure when I was 3 or 4 years old? :))