"I am the writer of 'my life', and God is my editor"

Monday, April 23, 2012

Farewell

Will be deactivating my account here soon. See you on wordpress!  Follow me  :) http://jhabhabz23.wordpress.com/

Monday, October 24, 2011

Day 28: Scary

I fear of being alone :(

Another year :)

I know, I know. I'm not getting any younger :(

Thank you Lord for a wonderful teenage journey. It was full of life-lessons which I know helped me become who I am now. There were times that I suddenly thought of giving up but You gave me strength to pursue the path I'm taking. There were a lot of crossroads but You guided me towards the light. There were moments that I became unappreciative but You never get tired of enlightening me. You encouraged me to love despite rejections, You opened my mind with criticisms, You taught me everything.

Thank you for giving another year to spend with my loved ones, the chance to improve, and learn more about the world You created despite my unending mistakes. I know You are always there. Thank you and I love You :)

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Moodswing attacks

Oyes. I've been like this for almost a week. Now, I'm hyper, then the next thing I know I'd be thinking about things that will make me upset. I seemed to be who I am when talking to friends in social networking sites , but here at home, straight face, quiet and I'm really not in the mood to talk. I'd rather stay quiet, watch movies, read a book, and I'm really moody lately :l

Seriously, I'm not excited with my birthday because I got the feeling that something will disappoint me that day. Though my parents insisted to bring friends here, I'd rather not to because I want to be alone (emotionally). Weird right? but I guess I can't figure out what's bugging me. Is it because I won't be a teenager anymore? Is it because of random problems I kept for myself? Is it because of worrying things too much?

THIS IS NOT ME.

I used to be expressive. I used to be appreciative. I used to be. I admit, I don't know who to trust anymore. I've been a weakling since "things" started to change; since I felt betrayed; since I felt emotionally rejected. I need some time soul searching and time to discern. :(

Day 27: Please?

I know it's sembreak already but I haven't touched my blog lately. It's because of fail internet connection :(

Anyway.

Second chance. I'd share the basic - grades. I often asked God to give me good grades despite my laziness, and always promised Him that I'll be doing my best the next time. Yes, mababaw, but I think that's the best second chance, no, many chances that He keeps on giving me. Thank you Lord for the good grades this semester :)

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Hello, October

Naalimpungatan ako, and I really need to regain my composure, so here I am blogging.

Hello, first day of October. There were series of class suspensions but it's been a stressful - it's still hell week. There are twists and good news this week, and I know God has His plans already, and I'll be doing my best. :)

I'd like to share that this day is "reminisce day" because out of the blue, the past seemed to haunt us. My friend, Debbie suddenly looked at old pictures, like 2 to 3 years ago, then we were like, 'awww'. Then the event in the school featured bands kept on playing OPM songs hitting the charts when we are high school.

It really seems like yesterday. It's hard for me to count the days remaining :(

I'm really not in the mood, sorry :(((